Moving Ahead

The last several days have been good. Smooth. No real big incidents. Settling into routine. Feeling like I am accomplishing things.

And therefore - I feel content here. But I want more than that. I don't want to be running home in my head and heart when things are tough. I don't want to be here only when I feel good about things here. What happens when there are arguments? What about failures and fall outs? What about sicknesses?

How do I know if living here is my calling? How do I know if this is the place God has for me?